I even remember when I thought I totally looked pregnant and no one else noticed!! I can't hide anymore. The neighbor came over on Sunday to deliver the girl scout cookies I had ordered and her Dad came with her. When I stepped out the front door he took one look at me and says "Looks like I need to say congratulations!" Someone actually noticed!!Every time I get this picture taken - I look at it I shreek... I am really that big!! The mirror in our bathroom prevents me from seeing my whole upper torso... so I never see my belly until these pictures.... and looking down at my belly... it looks big... but it looks way bigger from this side view!! Plus my belly is so low that I can seriously fit it under my desk while I work so I don't ever see it!
Ups:
~ Who turned the heat on!? I am usually the girl who is always cold, but I have been warmer lately!
~ Abs of steel!! Alright I might be pushing it on this one... I have never ever had a firm stomach/abs... this belly of mine is rock solid hard these days!! Now if I could only find a way to make it stay all nice and firm after Blueberry arrives... without exercise... me and exercise are not buddies!
~ I just need to be happy about this one because I know my time is coming... no stretch marks!! I am almost positive they are going to sneak up on me in the last few weeks of this pregnancy, so I am going to celebrate today for not having them thus far.
Downs:
~ Now that I am in my third trimester with only 3 months to go I am starting to get worried about how this child is going to getting out of me!! I was worried about it in the beginning and then I forced it out of my head and now it snuck back in. It probably started because one of our neighbors daughter's just had a baby and she was induced... baby was face up instead of face down... she had a horrible delivery... lots of nasty things happened to the mom... baby had to be pulled out with the forceps... baby is all bruised... baby was traumatised and had to be by herself after she was born!! Huh!?!? One night Jesse and I are driving home from the hardware store (our new date night location!) and out of the blue I tell Jesse... I don't want to be induced! I want this baby to come when she is good and ready! And I'll take the drugs please!! I am one girl who is not afraid of the drugs! Okay maybe a little afraid.
~ Can't. Stop. Eating. Seriously I have never ate so much in my entire life! I was talking to a girlfriend the other night on the phone and I was telling her that I could seriously eat all day long. I have to chew on gum so that I stop eating. She laughed and told me she had to do the same exact thing! Whew! I really felt like I was abnormal. Please tell me that I will stop eating like this once the baby comes?!? Please!?!
~ Belly button is starting to pop. I kind of think belly buttons are gross. And I really don't want my belly button to become an outie... but it is on the verge of doing it!!!! I can start to feel it poking it out at the top. Icky!
~ Leg cramps are still here. I got a bad one Monday morning when I woke up and I got out of bed and put my weight on it. I'm thinking that was the wrong thing to do. That leg muscle still hurts!! I have stretched it, I have massaged it, I went for a walk... I can't get the sucker to relax! I thought ice cream before bed was my cure... as I wasn't getting any. But um... that backfired one night and I got one. I still haven't tried the bar of soap... I keep forgetting.




I could only take so much of that before I felt like this...
And here is what my garden looks like at this very moment. Ugh. Still snow!! At least it is melting and hopefully it is going to stay away, far far away! 